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Only in my dreams February 27, 2007

Posted by charmingbutsingle in Life.
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Sometimes I am running.

Running fast, because someone is chasing me. And I’m huffing and puffing and jumping over things, climbing up stairs – always looking behind me to confirm that someone is there.

I get to the roof of a building and I start jumping from rooftop to rooftop. And my feet hurt each time I land on a hard concrete roof with a thud, sometimes scraping my knees.

I don’t care. I am just running and flying and jumping.

I can feel the air filling my lungs and then rushing out as sweat runs down the small of my back. Every part of my body aches – my chest feels tight. It is so hot.

But I keep running.

First I see people looking as I’m running by them, but then they become a blur of things that I’m passing in my running.

Then I hit the open road and I’m really making good time. I have been running for almost an hour it seems. I’ve stopped looking back, stopped wondering who or what is chasing me.

And when I am too winded to run anymore, when my legs tremble from overuse and my chest hurts from exhaustion, I stop and hunch over, desperately trying to catch my breath. Bracing for what will happen when I am caught.

No one comes.

I look up. I am alone in the middle of nowhere. If anyone or thing was hunting me, they are gone and long forgotten.

I am physically drained, emotionally spent and terribly confused.

And then I wake up.

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1. wailin - February 28, 2007

Is it just me, or was that kind of hot?

It must be nice to recall dreams in that level of detail. I imagine this is a recurring dream. But what does it mean? Or does it mean nothing? Is it the subconsious whispering desperately to tell you something, or just inane babling of a brain at rest?

My recurring dream I can recall most vividly centralizes around alien invasion, destruction of everything around me, and attempts at fighting back.

Then ninjas.. thousands of them…

2. M - February 28, 2007

Okay sweetie, you’re starting to worry me and I don’t even know you! You sound (from the dreams anyway) a bit stressed, a bit scared, a bit confused and generally reeling from this whole Life Is Hard thing. Hang in there, it’ll get better- and meanwhile, eat lots of chocolate!

3. VJ - February 28, 2007

THere’s a decent place to start her if you care to: [http://www.dreammoods.com/]. And yeah, it sounds hot, as in exhausting. Cheers & Good Luck, ‘VJ’

4. VJ - February 28, 2007

There’s a decent place to start here if you care to: [http://www.dreammoods.com/]. And yeah, it sounds hot, as in exhausting. Cheers & Good Luck, ‘VJ’ [Sorry for any confusion!]

5. kittenpower - February 28, 2007

Running from something in a dream indicates anxiety.
I often dream of running and basically getting nowhere fast. My self-analyzation indicates I’m scared of going nowhere and getting stuck in a rut. Sounds a/b right…!
I love dream interpretation!

6. geniusadvice - February 28, 2007

Oh man! I had that dream years ago, except that timed slowed down and I got eaten by whatever was chasing me.

7. wailin - February 28, 2007

I dismiss most of it as ramblings of the subconcious, myself. While it’s nice to think our brains may know the answer and tell us in our sleep, I don’t think it’s a reality.

A dream is a dream. Nothing more, and they don’t tell you anything you don’t already know.

8. Harleyblue - March 1, 2007

Wow… I never remember my dreams in that much detail. If you keep having the same dream over and over again… it probably means something.

9. Virginia Belle - March 1, 2007

i agree– anxiety. you must be stressed out. smoke more cigarettes and IM me in the morning. LOL